(Into My Vibration)
(Meditations Journal; August 18,1999)
With some recent automotive and computer problems, my enthusiasm for meditating was somewhat diminished today. Yet, it was with Cindy's provocation and specifying that Andrew had something to say to me, that I finally committed to meditating before heading off to work later this afternoon. It turned out that Andrew believed it was necessary for both him and Cerese to accompany me to work today. In the meditation, he told me that it was time for us to get to know each other a little better (me and Cerese), and then he added that "Amondu and Cindy would remain at home". The premonition as to why the additional statement was made came into my mind as, "for protective purposes". Andrew didn't elaborate any more than this, and of course, it brought me to question the motivation - was there going to be something at work that would affect me, or, would there be some kind of problem with the household or its vibration that would affect Cindy's safety while I was away? The statement conjured a lot of concern for a moment anyway.
As if to put to rest my rising anxiety, Andrew emphasized that both Cerese and himself wanted to be with me "to see 'something' about my physical (or) material world activities". Well, even this was a little nerve wracking at first, because my nightly duties (as a second shift employee) around moving locomotives and train cars has its own dangers. I didn't need extra distractions with physically unseeable entities trying to get my attention at the wrong time. However, I eventually satisfied my inner reasoning with the probability that Cerese had to work with my atom from the earth plane side as Amondu had indicated in previous meditations, and with my spirit guides and guardian angels all looking over me, no harm could possibly come from having these companions around anyway. The meditation concluded on a humorous note when I was instructed to think of Andrew and Cerese as my "entourage" for the day. Suddenly, the familiar voice of the flamboyant Annabelle spoke whom until this moment, I didn't even know was present. I didn't actually chuckle though, until she commented, "...It will be like a: 'take-a-spirit-to-work day' for you..."
My work shift proceeded without incident. In fact, the whole night seemed to be rather light spirited and pleasing. But it wasn't until I got home, as usual around midnight, that I realized the blessing and the surprise of two more, wee little entities to greet me in my meditation chamber. Apparently, this is what all of the hullabaloo was about. Amondu was preparing my household and Cindy was going to be "the first, familiar sight of another child" there, to greet the new child entities - Denise and Peter - to our household vibration.
Denise and Peter both came into vibration entirely without my expectations of it, but the occurrence became quite sensible when the days of Lee and Prairie's "spirit child day care" came to a close. With Lee's passing and Prairie's restless moving around, I felt that Cindy needed more companionship in my absence, during the otherwise emptiness of my household, while I was off to the workaday obligations of my job. Mom already had numerous child entities and even several cherubs dwelling in her household by this time, yet with her and dad both going on frequent vacation travels, I wasn't comfortable with Cindy staying there in those long absences.
While Denise and Peter are twins that appear in the age range of four or five, the details of their physical death has never been made apparent to me. However, Denise is seen in my mind's eye as a "cute" brunette, with long straight hair and a simple pink bow that holds a braid back over her left eye. She has a broad "toothy" smile and seems to enjoy wearing soft pull over sweaters and the occasional blue denim bibs, like a railroader, or farmer might be seen in. Peter's hair is not straight. It is somewhat long and wavey and of a lighter shade than his sister. His smile shows deep dimples on either cheek, and just like his sister, has deep blue eyes and dark brows.
I am smitten with the vibration of Denise being as a mostly "bold" and inquisitive little girl, in the style of being a "team leader" who wants to bring out the compatabities of everyone in the group. She is an adventurous child and quickly takes charge of all three of the kid's playtime and games without ever being over bearing, pushy or trying to control the whole situation. I have found this to be an extremely complementary asset to her twin brother's personality, and all three of them get along as well as any heavenly relationship might be expected to reveal.
In subsequent meditative encounters, I have determined that Peter and Denise seem to possess a level of attention, not often found in children of their age range. Together, they appear to my spiritual eye as rather "cosmopolitan", yet, they are both tenaciously bold in their playtime together and with Cindy. When away from his twin sister, Peter is usually preoccupied with inventing things that can be built. Having an unusual talent for putting together "working parts", Peter draws the attention of many entities who seem curious as to what he has designed next. A bit more reserved, absorbed and calculating in his endeavors (quite "atypical" as four year old's go), Peter's heaven allows him to be quite an effective architect of moving contraptions. To my satisfaction, this penchant seems to round out - to make "complete" - his relationship to sister Denise, being more of an adventurer and an explorer herself. Oftentimes, Peter invents contrivances and devices with which Denise finds thrill and pleasure in giving them "test rides" or putting her own pinache' on how they operate. Since getting acquainted with the twins, there have been many soul flights that I have taken where I have witnessed or even tried out the mobility of his inventions myself.
For some examples; on one occasion, I had taken a soul flight to Deodra where Peter was excited to let me have the first try on a contraption that we decided to call a "sail board" because it appeared to me to be nothing more than a flat board that hovered above the ground at no more than a couple of inches. While getting on top of it was nothing more than a little balancing act, it's propulsion was entirely based on "loosing" your balance.
On another occasion, when visiting the planet Woelleon, Denise had floated down into a steeply sloped back yard by sitting in a lawn chair with several balloons that were originally holding it up.
I suspect that Peter may have been behind another mode of locomotion in another experience, though for now, I'm not actually certain. In this circumstance, it was a dream, and I was using what was called a "wind sack." This was a device that carried me over a beautiful park area simply by holding on to two handles of the thing as it gets caught up into the air, and then it drags you along through the space above the landscape.
One other appliance that I remember, was a "propulsion ring" which when held out in front of you, pulled you along at tremendous speeds. It was another tool apparently to be used at ground level. To steer yourself, all you had to do was twist your wrist and point the ring in the direction you wanted to go.
All in all, life with Peter and Denise has multiplied the pleasurable and rewarding instances with Cindy. When my imagination seems to wane, I can count on them to lend new inspiration and adventures, to be shared with all entities present. Cindy, for sure, looks to them as her own older brother and sister, and very pleasant household vibrations are always prevalent whenever I bring the thought of any one of them to the forefront. I am always reminded of simpler days when we share "a moment", and this blessing reaches deep within my soul. Children are so precious, aren't they?
With some recent automotive and computer problems, my enthusiasm for meditating was somewhat diminished today. Yet, it was with Cindy's provocation and specifying that Andrew had something to say to me, that I finally committed to meditating before heading off to work later this afternoon. It turned out that Andrew believed it was necessary for both him and Cerese to accompany me to work today. In the meditation, he told me that it was time for us to get to know each other a little better (me and Cerese), and then he added that "Amondu and Cindy would remain at home". The premonition as to why the additional statement was made came into my mind as, "for protective purposes". Andrew didn't elaborate any more than this, and of course, it brought me to question the motivation - was there going to be something at work that would affect me, or, would there be some kind of problem with the household or its vibration that would affect Cindy's safety while I was away? The statement conjured a lot of concern for a moment anyway.
As if to put to rest my rising anxiety, Andrew emphasized that both Cerese and himself wanted to be with me "to see 'something' about my physical (or) material world activities". Well, even this was a little nerve wracking at first, because my nightly duties (as a second shift employee) around moving locomotives and train cars has its own dangers. I didn't need extra distractions with physically unseeable entities trying to get my attention at the wrong time. However, I eventually satisfied my inner reasoning with the probability that Cerese had to work with my atom from the earth plane side as Amondu had indicated in previous meditations, and with my spirit guides and guardian angels all looking over me, no harm could possibly come from having these companions around anyway. The meditation concluded on a humorous note when I was instructed to think of Andrew and Cerese as my "entourage" for the day. Suddenly, the familiar voice of the flamboyant Annabelle spoke whom until this moment, I didn't even know was present. I didn't actually chuckle though, until she commented, "...It will be like a: 'take-a-spirit-to-work day' for you..."
My work shift proceeded without incident. In fact, the whole night seemed to be rather light spirited and pleasing. But it wasn't until I got home, as usual around midnight, that I realized the blessing and the surprise of two more, wee little entities to greet me in my meditation chamber. Apparently, this is what all of the hullabaloo was about. Amondu was preparing my household and Cindy was going to be "the first, familiar sight of another child" there, to greet the new child entities - Denise and Peter - to our household vibration.
Denise and Peter both came into vibration entirely without my expectations of it, but the occurrence became quite sensible when the days of Lee and Prairie's "spirit child day care" came to a close. With Lee's passing and Prairie's restless moving around, I felt that Cindy needed more companionship in my absence, during the otherwise emptiness of my household, while I was off to the workaday obligations of my job. Mom already had numerous child entities and even several cherubs dwelling in her household by this time, yet with her and dad both going on frequent vacation travels, I wasn't comfortable with Cindy staying there in those long absences.
While Denise and Peter are twins that appear in the age range of four or five, the details of their physical death has never been made apparent to me. However, Denise is seen in my mind's eye as a "cute" brunette, with long straight hair and a simple pink bow that holds a braid back over her left eye. She has a broad "toothy" smile and seems to enjoy wearing soft pull over sweaters and the occasional blue denim bibs, like a railroader, or farmer might be seen in. Peter's hair is not straight. It is somewhat long and wavey and of a lighter shade than his sister. His smile shows deep dimples on either cheek, and just like his sister, has deep blue eyes and dark brows.
I am smitten with the vibration of Denise being as a mostly "bold" and inquisitive little girl, in the style of being a "team leader" who wants to bring out the compatabities of everyone in the group. She is an adventurous child and quickly takes charge of all three of the kid's playtime and games without ever being over bearing, pushy or trying to control the whole situation. I have found this to be an extremely complementary asset to her twin brother's personality, and all three of them get along as well as any heavenly relationship might be expected to reveal.
In subsequent meditative encounters, I have determined that Peter and Denise seem to possess a level of attention, not often found in children of their age range. Together, they appear to my spiritual eye as rather "cosmopolitan", yet, they are both tenaciously bold in their playtime together and with Cindy. When away from his twin sister, Peter is usually preoccupied with inventing things that can be built. Having an unusual talent for putting together "working parts", Peter draws the attention of many entities who seem curious as to what he has designed next. A bit more reserved, absorbed and calculating in his endeavors (quite "atypical" as four year old's go), Peter's heaven allows him to be quite an effective architect of moving contraptions. To my satisfaction, this penchant seems to round out - to make "complete" - his relationship to sister Denise, being more of an adventurer and an explorer herself. Oftentimes, Peter invents contrivances and devices with which Denise finds thrill and pleasure in giving them "test rides" or putting her own pinache' on how they operate. Since getting acquainted with the twins, there have been many soul flights that I have taken where I have witnessed or even tried out the mobility of his inventions myself.
For some examples; on one occasion, I had taken a soul flight to Deodra where Peter was excited to let me have the first try on a contraption that we decided to call a "sail board" because it appeared to me to be nothing more than a flat board that hovered above the ground at no more than a couple of inches. While getting on top of it was nothing more than a little balancing act, it's propulsion was entirely based on "loosing" your balance.
On another occasion, when visiting the planet Woelleon, Denise had floated down into a steeply sloped back yard by sitting in a lawn chair with several balloons that were originally holding it up.
I suspect that Peter may have been behind another mode of locomotion in another experience, though for now, I'm not actually certain. In this circumstance, it was a dream, and I was using what was called a "wind sack." This was a device that carried me over a beautiful park area simply by holding on to two handles of the thing as it gets caught up into the air, and then it drags you along through the space above the landscape.
One other appliance that I remember, was a "propulsion ring" which when held out in front of you, pulled you along at tremendous speeds. It was another tool apparently to be used at ground level. To steer yourself, all you had to do was twist your wrist and point the ring in the direction you wanted to go.
All in all, life with Peter and Denise has multiplied the pleasurable and rewarding instances with Cindy. When my imagination seems to wane, I can count on them to lend new inspiration and adventures, to be shared with all entities present. Cindy, for sure, looks to them as her own older brother and sister, and very pleasant household vibrations are always prevalent whenever I bring the thought of any one of them to the forefront. I am always reminded of simpler days when we share "a moment", and this blessing reaches deep within my soul. Children are so precious, aren't they?